Instead of feeling exciting, humiliating, horrifying, disgusting or pleasant, it just felt.
It took me a long time to realize that was my trigger into this amazing world of diapers.
But many people who do this are considered freaks and nobody accepts them.
I've only ever messed in the privacy of my own home and I usually change immediately - most of the time when I do it my parents are home, so I retreat to my bathroom or bedroom then clean up in the bathroom.